sigh

Today was not a good day at all. From work to co-workers to family to going to the store and they didn't have what I needed. Gosh, it feels like there was just bad luck on my side today. I have no clue what I'm going to do..I've been feeling so stressed. I've even been losing weight because of the stress, which sucks cuz I worked so hard for it. 

I wanna travel somewhere--gotta start planning where my next trip will be...maybe Seattle or Portland--somewhere close--can't spend too much money. Feeling extremely drained today, I'm hurting--I just wanna cry.....just gonna lay in bed and Netflix and chill....

Waiting for some type of hope and light at the end of the tunnel....

Also from my pov I thought things were going perfect, amazing and great between us but maybe everything's not going as great as I thought...is the end near??? Can I just disappear?.....sigh

5:45pm