I’m feeling very anxious. I have yet to hear back from the HR department about a decision, I feel as if this thing is just being dragged on and on and on; very frustrating. It’s even more frustrating because my finances are about to be very scarce. I don’t even have enough saved up to feel comfortable until unemployment would kick in. Though I would get paid one last time in the beginning of November from my job-so maybe I would be good. 

I’m anxious because I don’t understand the reasoning behind what is happening;  I keep wondering why— will there be a silver lining? I sure hope so.

7:40 am