Being laid off is no fun, but again knowing that you didn't necessarily want to be at that work place is freeing, yet bittersweet. My body has naturally still been waking up early. I seriously want to create a routine because I do not want to become lazy and unproductive. I really want to start being more productive and using my time wisely. With that being said, I want to go hiking at least once a week. I also, want to set a time aside that's strictly dedicated to writing/doing art stuff. I want it to become something I HAVE to do everyday, even when I don't feel like it. I want to be able to post a poem each day.
I'm also going to work on living healthier as well as being my authentic self. A year or so ago, when I was going skydiving and performing at open mics--I was learning to not hide behind my facades and just be me. I want to let go of fear and shyness and start back on that journey. I am relieved that AM and I resolved our issues and I am going to make sure that I improve on communication, choice of words, not taking everything personally, and conversation. I feel I've been letting my insecurities get the best of me lately and I need to learn to control my feelings/emotions. I hope that soon enough, AM will see that I am indeed trying. I also have been feeling very wanderlustful lately. I hope I can travel some time during the beginning of the year.
Anyways, I am hoping for the best. Everything will be fine....