Contemplating Life

Been contemplating life a lot lately. Today was my first day visiting the school I would be working at. I met the other teacher and learned more about the program. After learning more, I wish they had told me the stuff I was told today during the interview. They were so desperate to hire someone ASAP and I was so desperate to leave the school, I've been working at that a lot of things slip through the cracks.

After today, I made a decision that I feel is best for me in the long run. I know that the decisions I made today, people may not understand, they may not agree with them, but I felt it was best for me. I know that in due time things will get better and right now I just need to ride the wave. I need to understand that things will always work out the way they're suppose to. I need to have faith that these hard times career-wise are only opening my eyes to what truly drives me. Only I know what truly drives me, what sets my heart on fire, what lights that passionate flame inside me and makes me happy. 

I know that the choice I made is the right choice. I can handle one more year of this in order to get to where I truly want to be.

One more year, one more year, one more year....

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