Insecurities and such....

Hola, haven't written in a while. Life has been life. Ups and downs, smiles and frowns etc. AMs 30th passed, went camping with his friends, went to first grad revue show. I'd say the weekend was very eventful yet tiring. I'm not looking forward to this work week at all, I just wanna sleep. One thing that I will say stuck with me from this weekend is that one of AMs friends pointed out the fact that I was quiet. This made me feel a little uneasy and anxious because I've always had a hate/love relationship with my introvertism. I always fear that my quietness makes others uncomfortable or uneasy etc...So when it was pointed out made me feel extra insecure. I don't like making people feel uncomfortable.

It's just who I am. Some days I'm more social and interactive, while other days I just sit back, listen and observe. So I'm sorry if my quietness made others uncomfortable, not my intention at all. I'm just being me and I hope I will make connections with people who can accept that, who can accept me for me....

Feeling insecure 

11:56pm