Sadness

It was strange today....the morning was fine--but evening came along and this strange feeling of sadness and loneliness hit me out of nowhere. Lately things have been pretty good for the most part---maybe I'm losing my patience. I don't know. But I'm feeling really sad at the moment. I sat in my car and cried for a bit. Now here I am writing while laying in bed and crying while writing this post. Out of nowhere this cloud of melancholy, loneliness and sadness hit me. I hope it is gone in the morning. What is this feeling? Why did I all of a sudden feel like I'm alone in this world, this soociety? Am I alone....

Hope this won't be a sleepless night...Gosh, I truly hate crying, I feel so weak/vulnerable .12:25am