Family life has been hard. Though my dad has gone back up north, my mom's mood and demeanor has been very toxic. I've been trying my hardest to find a job, so I can start saving up to move out. Living here has been very stressful with negative energy; most days have been tough. It's been tougher than usual because I am low on finances, so I have been staying in everyday. As I can't be wasting gas to just roam around like I usually would---I can't go to the cafe or go to echo park. The past 3 days, I've been feeling really down and have been staying to myself. I haven't felt any sense of motivation at all. I feel so lazy, but I know that it's just lack of motivation.
I have no motivation at all. I have no clue why the downs seem to be getting lower and tougher. Can at least one good thing come my way???