My my my....

It feels as if the universe is against me when it comes to making any sense of money. It's Spring Break at the moment, so I contacted the people I babysit for the most and they are in Hawaii--so no babysitting with them. Then I signed up for UberEats Monday night and last night planned my day out, waking up early reading and making some ubereats deliveries, but when I signed on said I couldn't deliver in the area---possibly the rules have changed. So that was so effin annoying. I've been applying non-stop to retail jobs or any type of job in general--but nothing. I've reached out to acquaintances and friends but no luck on any promising leads. It's getting so effin frustrating to keep trying and yet nothing is falling through. Nothing seems to be working in my favor and I don't know what the universe, higher power  are trying to tell me. Because this struggle seems to only be getting rougher and tougher each and every day...

So close to wanting to give up.

11:45AM