When will things get better?

Apply,
Apply,
Apply....

          Denied, 
          Denied,
          Denied....

Try,
Try,
Try....

I'm running out of patience when it comes to my financial means and when it comes to finding a job. That's all I do, it's an endless cycle: apply-apply-apply get denied-denied-denied and again I try and try and try. Feeling super stressed about bills and finances---maybe that's why I have this headache....

When will things get better, when will all my trying finally pay off, when will the seeds begin to blossom, when will the flowers start to bloom...When, when, when....
Goodnight
11:15PM